With the gym out of bounds for the last fortnight, I've been walking from my house each morning along Blackpool promenade for about 90 minutes, sometimes turning left (south to Starr Gate), sometimes right (north to Gynn Square). I haven't encountered many people; the occasional solitary walker or jogger (sometimes with dog in tow), a few cyclists. We all keep well apart, per the 2 metre rule, conscientious in maintaining the space between us. Sometimes we wave.
On these brisk walks, I take my i-Pod, wear headphones and frequently sing along to whatever I'm listening to if I think there's no one else within earshot (which is usually the case); except for earlier today when a cyclist sped past me and turned to shout back "you should really go on the X-Factor". I think not, but I do sometimes yearn to sing and play in a band again. Well that's not going to happen for the foreseeable future, is it? This new restrictive regime is likely to be in place for months.
So far the pandemic doesn't appear to have made significant inroads to Blackpool. As I write, there are still only 9 officially confirmed cases in a town of 150,000 people, that's 5 more than there were two weeks ago. If we really are about a fortnight behind London on the curve then the introduction of social distancing ought to have a marked impact up here in slowing down the advance of the virus.
Hopperesque Social Distancing |
There could be significant and permanent changes in the way we live our lives as a result of what we're going through at the moment. Viewed from a positive perspective, there's a huge opportunity to re-evaluate what truly matters to us as a society and all manner of interesting innovations may result from necessity (being the mother of invention). If this wartime spirit and sense of urgency can bring together academics, the government, research labs, industrialists to create new technology in weeks as social concerns take priority over capital, think how many more of the world's pressing issues (climate emergency, endemic diseases, malnutrition) could be sorted with the same co-operative spirit - maybe a once in a century chance to press the re-set button to good effect.
Our national Poet Laureate, Simon Armitage, has already written a rather good response to the Covid-19 crisis which I urge you to seek out. I shall not be following suit in writing about Coronavirus. I find I generally need more time - more social distance even - from events to let ideas and impacts form themselves into a response that I feel satisfied with.
Instead, I offer you this, inspired by my reading of Lucretius ('On The Nature Of Things') and Fritjof Capra ('The Tao Of Physics') and the collapse of a relationship. It has lain semi-written for several years but I figured would fit theme on this occasion if I could finish it off - so I did (until I decide to change it).
Coming Apart?
The paradox of every solid thing
is that it's far more void than substance:
table, chair, bed, bodies, skin, hair,
all comprised of atoms,
molecules in small degree,
chaining, gravitating, oscillating
in the space between, a lot of air.
Our settled state, far more precarious
than we'd ever like to think,
could fly apart in the blink of an eye
if random factors so dictate.
This 'us' is not inviolate
despite our fondest wish. We try
to hold each other dear, to no avail
when distance intervenes,
for change is constant, the forces
manifold and complicating.
Despite our best professions about
fulfilling love's illusive dream,
I sense you dematerialising,
our future, coming apart it seems.
Thanks for reading. Be cheerful, remain connected, stay safe, S ;-)
68 comments:
Love the blog, love the picture, love the poem.
A fine blog Steve. Good to know you're still enjoying the seafront walks. I know one should probably not speak ill of the divorced, but I think you're being very generous here to your lying, cheating ex. Ever the romantic. Take care up there.
Clive, you're right about it being best not to heap blame. You know I have more than one ex - and I'm sorry to say I've been the lying, cheating party in the past, so in a sense this was karma and in the poem I was more interested in trying to understand and account for how and why these things happen. You're right about my being a romantic too. So it goes. Stay well.
Thank you Steve for the life-affirming blog. I'm hearing Covid-19 cases in the north-west are accelerating so I send you my best wishes. I've seen the above comments and I must say I didn't read the poem in that way. I thought it was a much more universal statement (and a good one at that) but then I don't have insider knowledge.
Very good Steve 👍
We have been so lucky with the weather. It would be so much more depressing if it was being cold and wet every day. Small mercies.
I like the way you've threaded the 'space between' motif through the blog and into you poem, very neat. I thought the poem was excellent Steve. Keep pounding the prom - you're so lucky to have one.
Thanks for the update from the jewel of the north. It's all a bit more scary down here, confirmed cases and deaths rising fast. Stay safe, CJ.
I like the idea of a re-set button. Unfortuntely I suspect the privileged order will reassert itself. Good poem :)
I agree with (Mr?) Jones above. It looks like we've had the calm before and now here comes the storm. Stay as isolated as possible, keep up good hygeine and hope the NHS can cope.
Lovely but sad poem. I really like the paradox theme Steve, the idea that everything is more air than substance despite appearances, and then that haunting image of someone and all that's associated with them just dematerialising.
Did you see that photoshopped version of Hopper's Nighthawks that's doing the rounds on social media - just the lit up bar with no people in it? Not so funny I suppose given what's happening in New York. I thought your poem was very good. I trust you're all still okay up north. We're getting big increases here in the Midlands. Stay safe.
I enjoyed your blog, the poem and attendant comments!
The intricacies of all our lives...
You sound an interesting guy :-)
Reads very well as ever and that's a fine poem. 👍
And another lovely thought-provoking poem.
The bit about the X Factor made me laugh. When did your band break up? Must be 15 years ago. Do you still write songs or is it all poetry these days (which I really enjoy by the way). Stay well.
A good blog Steve and a fab poem. Hope all is well in the jewel :)
Very good Mr R, neat concept and clever last line! :)
Surprise surprise! I've been took a bit crook, coupla days ago. I have mild symptoms of Covid19, the cough and raised temperature and I'm right off coffee. So self-isolation in leafy Jindalee for a week and hoping to get over this shit pretty damned quick. Just wanted to say I enjoyed your latest. Keep them coming Steve, we need normal as much as poss. Hope you stay well.
Oh Lizzie. Fingers crossed for you. Stay positive. I'll be bashing out a new blog this afternoon.
Fine words and sentiments. Let's hope something positive comes of this crisis. I love the poem. 👍👍👍
Great blog Steve. And Keir Starmer announced as new Labour leader. That's one small step in the right direction towards social and economic justice when all this is over.
That's a very intriguing poem.
Stay free - in every sense of the word. I love the poem :)
Wonderful. Thank you
Thank you for this Steve - a great read. I particulary liked the call to re-set and of course your poem. Stay well, keep writing.
Bet theres a lot of coming apart at the moment!
Hope you're good, enjoying your seaside. I love the poem :)
Love the paradoxical poetic musing on the nature of substance and change.
What a great blog. I look forward to reading more - have bookmarked this site.
'How can we hang on to a dream? How can it ever be the way it seems?' - the late, great Tim hardin (as I'm sure you know Steve). Great blog, righteous thoughts and a fine poem. Stay well.
Another terrific piece of blogging. Great choice of picture too - do you think Hopper was prophetic? I enjoyed the latest poem as well, really very good all round. 👍
That hint (splash?) of resigned sexual innuendo at the end of your poem - priceless :)
A class blog and I love the poem.
Very well written all of it (as ususal Steve) and what a pertinent picture to use.👍
Another great blog and poem. Quite naturally a lot of people are making public noises about what you called the reset button, a chance to re-evaluate what's important to us as a society. I hope fundamental changes for the better form part of the new normal once this pandemic is over.
Top marks for another beautifully phrased blog. I like the reset button logic and the choice of that Hopper painting is spot on. The concept and language of your Coming Apart? poem is lovely and I like e.g. the way you'v opted for "love's illusive dream" rather than the more cliched "elusive". All round very good. Keep sending the links and I trust you're staying healthy and sane in these troubled times.
Another fabulous blog. I love the poem and the Hopper painting - so apt both of them.
Very good Steve. Stay safe. 💚
Beautifully expressed. I think your poetry is fantastic.
I really enjoyed this; so well written. 👍
Very interesting and I love the poem.
Love in a time of Covid! Sums it up brilliantly.
A thought-provoking read. I love the line "I sense you dematerialising" as that's how it happens, isn't it.
So it continues for us all, this restricted life of separateness. Your poem is beautiful, sad, thought-provoking. Very well written.
It's a strange sensation reading something with the advantage of hindsight. This was obviously written during the first lockdown and here we are eight months later and still in that awful predicament. We've got off fairly lightly here, less than 400 cases all told but I read that Blackpool will still be in tier 3 with stricter rules than the previous tier 3 restrictions. I think your poem is excellent and so brave in trying to be philosophical about the whole complete disaster of Covid 19.
What a great poem about the insubstantial nature of everything. 👍
A great blog, speaks to our current state!
On a cold, wet December morning ten months into this bloody pandemic, I think those of us who have got partners and who are in relationships should feel enormously grateful for the fact. I hear so much talk of loneliness these dark days.
I love that painting and your poem.
I remember reading this blog back in April and wondering if we were all being a little complacent so it's interesting to see it still trending on your blogsite and I've just re-read it. I also checked the latest figures for Blackpool. Total cases since the start of the pandemic has just topped 5,000 in the town. By my reckoning that's 3% of the population. 227 people have died of Covid-19 in Blackpool in those 9 months. Those statistics seem low compared to all the grief everyone has gone through but I suppose they would have been much higher if the restrictions had not been introduced.
Hi Bickerstaffe. A quick response because I was logged in as your comment arrived. I read the Blackpool Gazette this morning the head of Blackpool Victoria hospital saying there had been 51 Covid-19 deaths there just in the last week and he's worried about a winter surge. That's very concerning.
I realised part way through that this post was written some months ago near the beginning of the first lockdown. That doesn't really diminish the impact of it at all. I know of quite a few relationships that have foundered because of the restrictions of recent months and a surprising number that have started up online with the individuals not yet having met face-to-face. What a weird world we are living in right now. I thought your poem was excellent.
Loneliness is the biggest impact of Covid.
That is a beautiful poem.
I think we all know the British government has not done the best job in combating the pandemic (does the UK have fifth highest cases and deaths in the world?) and social distancing is going to be with us for a few more months yet. I get that your poem was largely written before Covid arrived - and what will be will be - yet it takes the measure of relationships pulled apart by external forces so well. The last 9 months that have seen an unprecedented number of relationships founder, mine included.
Lovely poem, clever too. I smiled at the sexual innuendo of your poem's last line. 👏
Significant and permanent changes? Could be for better or worse I suppose. The promise of a virus gives us a chance to get as much of the old 'normal' back as we want but I hope we'll do some things differently like put the brakes on intensive livestock farming. I think it will change the high streets for ever, make us more online.
Hello Anon. I assume that you meant 'promise of a vaccine...' I agree that will be the game-changer as regards eventually and effectively combating the pandemic around the world. I hold to the hope that a more co-operative spirit between nations will be a lasting outcome of the global effort and that it won't be just another nice earner for the pharma companies.
I love the poem, esp. the choice of "love's illusive dream" instead of elusive in the context of the insubstantial imagery.
'The Space Between' is such a resonant phrase. Where does it come from? I'm sure it's something famous... but I've googled and all I could find were a song (Dave Matthews Band), a film (The Space Between Us - not that) and an expensive poetry book. It's bugging me. I loved the idea of the poem and its tone of wistful wisdom.
I listened to you perform the poem tonight and the phrase 'rhythm of the inexorable' sprang to my mind. Brilliant conceptually and I love the unexpected innuendo at the close.
Here we go again, national lockdown for the 3rd time and I fear now more than I ever did on the first occasion even though there is a vaccine in the pipeline. This is a mighty struggle in which sadly many thousands will fall and those of us who are left standing will feel shattered and altered for ever.
How naive we all were back in the spring of 2020 even though we knew the pandemic would change so much. That it's still raging is a frightening fact as others above have stressed - and your lovely poem continues to be relevant.
One year on, this still resonates. I love the poem.
A lovely poem of our times.
You said it: significant and permanent changes in the way we live our lives. We can hope it's for the better...?
It's interesting to read people's states of mind regarding COVID in retrospect. What a great poem.
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