But what kind of word is it? Does it fizzle in your mouth when you say it? Melt on your tongue? Make you smile in the process of moving your face to articulate it? For me, it does none of those things. It seems to shut things down rather than open them up. It is a word followed by an awkward silence. For an English-as-a-second-language person, the next question is: how do I pronounce this correctly? If you are wondering the same thing, English-first-or-whatever number-language person, it seems that this is a question most of the sites in your internet search results want to answer, even if it is not the same answer every time. Without going into too much detail on the phonetics of the word, opinions are divided where to place the emphasis, on the ‘pet’ (first syllable), or the 'i' (second syllable), and whether to pronounce the ‘i’ like an eye or like the vowel in ‘bit’. Either way, I think it is an awkward word, not many people know what it means, how to pronounce it, or spell it.
Looking at the meaning of the two parts of the word that the scientists who made it up used, ‘petr’ comes from the Greek word petra meaning stone, and ‘ichor’ is the life blood of gods and immortals (i.e. Zeus and the gang). Quite a long way away from scent, and rain, I think.
I was thrilled when I first learned that there was a word for that smell that you get after the rain, especially if it hasn’t rained for a while. The excitement even threatened to spill over when the word appeared on a list of themes for blogs by the Lancashire Dead Good Poets (as Steve R will be able to confirm). However, it was the idea that there is a word for an experience in which I delight, that I thought maybe I was the only person who notices and enjoys in quite an exuberant fashion (I tend to think that I am the only one with many things), perhaps more than the actual word. Hence this rather lengthy piece about why I don’t like the word itself all that much.
The experience it is supposed to describe, however, is quite beautiful. It is a scent that smells green to me, that embraces many things, from the scent of flowers that seem to be shouting ‘Over here!’ to the pollinators after the rain, to the feeling of cool and somehow clean air on my skin, after a long period of heat followed by a refreshing rain that washes away heat, and sweat, and dust. I always thought that the smell came from the volatile oils in plants, like the flowers of roses, or the leaves of evergreen trees and bushes. A simple natural distillation that involves heat and water, a little like the extraction of essential oils for aromatherapy. Not so. There are different chemicals and processes involved, oils that soak into soil during drought periods, plus other chemicals released by certain plants, and bacteria. (If you want to know more, the UK Met Office page on Petrichor is a good, relatively easy to understand starting point!)
Nature is amazingly clever. It has even given humans the ability to detect the scent of rain in incredibly small concentrations. No doubt very beneficial when our ancestors were roaming the landscape in ancient times, in search of water in order to survive. Water is still a precious commodity, after everything humans have done to the planet’s climate since those days.
So, if you’ve made it this far reading, here is a piece that I wrote about another precious experience with nature that happened recently, during this pandemic. I first wrote about it in a poem, or what I think of as a proper poem. And then I changed my mind, and wrote it like a story, only it’s true and I am in it and it really happened.
Since I have only recently started writing in this format (that I think is creative non-fiction), and want to write more like that, I would be grateful for your thoughts and feedback.
Petrichor
Today, I stepped into the garden, and, ducking under the
low-hanging, rain-heavy branches of next door’s willow tree that overhangs our
patio, I discovered that on the inside, there is this space, surprisingly big,
where even tall me can stand up without hitting my head. It is like the dome of
a cathedral, reaching high up towards the light filtered by the verdant green
of the willow leaves, a round space, evoking a memory of a white-domed,
light-filled cathedral I once visited on a Mediterranean island. The dripping
of raindrops is heard rather than felt, and the sound, or rather the
far-away-ness of sound in here, makes me feel like I have stepped into a
different place altogether. A place that protects and shelters me, and every
being within it equally. I hear noises of little birds in the tree and around
me, and I suddenly realise that not an arm’s length away, there is a small
bird, perhaps a sparrow, sitting on a branch, looking at me. And then I hear a
tschilp, and another, coming from high up in the cathedral tree, and that takes
me back to what happened yesterday.
Blazing sun, thumping music from the other
neighbours, I stepped outside for some air (!), and out of the corner of my eye
spot something in one of the tubs that we collect rainwater in, an old plastic
washing up bowl, and I instinctively go to investigate and grab the round wet
thing in there and scoop it out of the water in which it was almost completely
submerged. While I feared that the bird that it turns out to be was dead, when
I whisked it from the water, I feel it moving in my hands, the whole small body
being rocked by a heartbeat that feels like it may explode the tiny bird. It
must be a young fledgling that has fallen out of the tree whose branches reach
to just above the rainwater tubs. I can see the perfectly shaped, elliptical
breathing holes at the top of the beak where it merges with the head, just
below the eyes which are covered in membranes with a distinctly sickly-looking,
blueish tinge, that come up from the lower edge of the eyes. These inner lids
are fluttering in the rhythm of the heartbeat, which is quietening ever so
slightly, and the shivers in between the beats, and every now and then the membranes
withdraw, revealing the eyes briefly, only to quickly cover them up again. The
little bird’s feathers are clumped together, exposing pinkish skin on its body
around wings and chest. I stand on the patio, holding it in my cupped hands, in
the sun, while the bird grips on to my finger, surprisingly tightly, for what
feels like a bubble of time that may have been seconds, or minutes, or
something much bigger than that. The thumping of the bassline of the awful
music from next door is deafening, and yet the bubble that I am in with the
bird in my hands leaves even that noise slightly on the outside, while I am
willing the sun to dry and warm and calm the little creature that is still
shaking and so wet.
While I am waiting for the healing power of the sun to work
its magic on the little fledgling, I call out to my husband who is working
inside, and when he comes to see what is going on, he soon finds a box, and
furnishes it with a puppy mat as carpet, and brings a water dish that we use to
feed the resident garden hedgehog, and after I deposit the bird in the box, now
all zipped up eyes again, I find some dried mealworms that we put out for the
birds, to feed chicks in the nest. I knock on the beak, which is, like the
eyes, firmly closed, with a mealworm, but no luck, the little bird just stands,
wobbles, and shakes, keeping eyes and beak tightly shut. Now indoors, the bird
moves on to slowly tip forward, resting its beak on the edge of the water dish,
and when I start to panic that it is not getting better, and may never do, I
decide to scoop it up once more, in the hope that the contact with my hands,
will somehow magically heal the poor traumatised being. Alas! the bird instantly
opens both its eyes, and swivels its head from side to side, like a boxer
stretching her neck muscles, preparing to continue the fight after taking a
punch, and it moves to grip a different finger of my hand.
And so I carry it
back outside, to the tree that it probably fell from, shooing away the dog who
desperately wants to sniff it, and the bird swivels to face me, releases its
bowels on my hand, flaps its wings and flutters out of my grasp, landing on the
ground under the bushes. I hear more than see it, moving further into the green
world it came from.
This morning, standing in the cathedral dome of the willow
tree, I imagine that it is the fledgling tschilping away in the top, while its
parent is looking at me to let me know that its little one got home ok.
Thank
you for reading. Stay safe, and look out for nature.
5 comments:
I loved reading this.
You write beautifully and with such sensitivity Angela. A lovely read.
An excellent Dead Good debut, Angela. I like the way that you, as an English-as-a-second-language person have probed and played with the etymology of petrichor only to decide that it is found lacking in comparison to what it is meant to stand for. I also enjoyed your candid confession of excitement about the phenomenon it represents and the charming way you explain the effect it has on you.
As for the creative non-fiction, that works very well. Your powers of description and choice of words pull the reader in. You have a very sympathetic style as you narrate your encounter with the fledgling and the environment you restored it to. Even without the illustrations (which are great, by the way) your words had conjured it all up for me.
It was a delight to read and thank you so much for sharing.
What a fascinating piece. I love that smell but didn't know that's what it's called. I hope your little bird is doing well.
Very good Angela, that's a great debut!
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