written and posted by members of Lancashire Dead Good Poets' Society
Saturday, 21 October 2023
Tuesday, 29 March 2022
Dens - Sanctuary
My eldest grandson liked to enclose himself in the book corner. He discovered that by opening a door to the toy cupboard and a door on the fitted unit, he could comfortably place himself behind them, almost hidden and with plenty of room to look at books or build Duplo. He liked his own space even before a brother and sister came along to disturb his peace. It wasn’t long before he worked out how easily all the cushions came off the sofa and what a good idea it was to sit there and fashion himself a den by using the large ones to make sides and a smaller one for the top, or a roof. Sometimes a blanket was brought from upstairs and draped over the entire construction and he would be in there with a book or watch TV through a gap. A good den is great comfort.
1967. For the first time in my life, we were living in a
house instead of a pub. It felt weird, so quiet, no juke-box filtering through
the building, no babble of a thousand indecipherable conversations. The house itself was very nice, a three
bedroomed detached with a garage in what estate agents would describe as a ‘sought
after’ area in South Shore. We weren’t there for very long, the way things
turned out, and I have some happy memories, in spite of it being a miserable
time in my life. My mother was seriously ill, having surgeries and treatments
and it was better for her to have the privacy the pub didn’t have, which is why
my parents bought the house. I started senior school, a school I didn’t want to
go to but had to because I’d failed my eleven-plus. My friends passed and went
to the school I longed to be at, but it wasn’t to be. Failed! I’ve been trying
to make up for it ever since. On the bus I was regularly picked on by pupils
from another school. I had to take two buses and often chose to walk the
longest part of my journey rather than be at the mercy of the bullies. The house became home with us in it and our
cosy furniture. We had gardens, front and back. Dad got a swing for me and my
sister and the wooden shed at the end of the back garden became a den. A deck
chair, a cushion from the house, a drink of orange and whatever book I was up
to in Enid Blyton’s Malory Towers series was all I needed. The shed housed the
new gardening tools propped up in a corner. Gardening became my father’s
weekend chore. As the air chilled and the daylight lessened, I moved to an
indoor den. My sister’s room, which must have been massive when I think what
was in there and all the space to play, had her single bed and also bunk beds
where I slept when our grandparents stayed over and had my room. The bottom
bunk made a great den by using the tartan blanket on the top bunk as a curtain
for the length and borrowing a big towel from the airing cupboard to hang over
the end. The fun was short-lived. I wasn’t supposed to ‘mess’ in my sister’s
room, even if she, aged about 4, didn’t seem to mind. It sticks in my mind how
cold that winter, 1967/68 was. No central heating, but the house was cosy with
a coal fire in the back living room and hot water bottles in bed. To add to my
misery, I developed chilblains on my feet and a seemingly ever-lasting verruca.
1968 brought joy and normality. My mother had made a good recovery and we were
moving back to the pub. School remained a nightmare until 4th year but
everything else was good.
My grandchildren can make a mess, make a noise and make dens
to their hearts content. They can also tidy up afterwards.
My poem,
“I’m in my den!”The voice, muffled
By the cushions
Forming a cube,
Of a fashion,
In the place where
There’s a sofa,
Now and again.
And giggling
While I pretend
I cannot find
Him, in the blocks
Of patterned green,
And I’m blind
To the red socks
And toes wiggling.
PMW 2022
Tuesday, 14 September 2021
Olive - Peace Offering
The olive plant, a small, attractive tree cultivated in Mediterranean countries for the fruit and the manufacture of olive oil which is a core ingredient of Mediterranean cuisine. Species of the plant are also grown in South Africa, South America and southern states of USA, Australia and New Zealand. Olives are a popular food and the versatile properties of olive oil make it useful medically and essential in cooking.
I can’t remember the exact circumstances in which I first
tried an olive, but I know I was no more than thirteen. The taste was
unbearable and I couldn’t remove it from my mouth quick enough. Many years
later, I thought they might be more appealing to my mature palate. Nothing had
changed.
My husband likes olives. I nearly poisoned him once. I
bought one of those prepared chicken and chopped vegetable packs designed for
busy people or lazy ones like me. They are ready to drop into a slow cooker
with some water and a stock cube and hours later, dinner is ready, voila. This
one included olives which I took out straight away before cooking. I didn’t
want my chicken casserole tainted. My husband enjoyed the snack. For someone,
me, who is meticulous about food safety and food hygiene, this was a really
stupid thing to do which went right over my head until it was too late. The
olives were with raw chicken. I was horrified at my own carelessness, though,
to be fair, he didn’t bat an eyelid either at the time. Fortunately, he was fine,
perfectly alright and after a few days I stopped revising symptoms of
salmonella et al and beating myself up. I should have offered him an olive
branch.
In the Bible, an olive branch, symbol of reconciliation and
peace offering was carried to Noah by a dove to show that the flood was over.
A sign of peace it might be, but I don’t have to like the
taste of its fruit. Even if the nutrition value was full of everything I need, it would be a no.
With acknowledgement and apologies to Theodor Seuss Geisel,
Dr Seuss, for inspiration and whose books and rhymes I have enjoyed to share
with lots of children,
I am Pam, Pam I am.
I think I’d like green eggs and ham.
I will not eat an olive.
I will not take it from the jar
I will not taste it from afar,
I will not eat an olive.
Not even on a cocktail stick
I will not try a tiny lick,
I will not eat an olive.
Do not hide it on my pizza
Or tuck it in my fajita,
I will not eat an olive.
I will not choose one from a dish,
I will not have it in a quiche,
I will not eat an olive.
I am Pam, Pam I am,
I would like some salad and spam.
Do not bring me an olive.
PMW 2021
Thanks for reading, Pam x
Wednesday, 20 November 2019
This is Your Time
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As I walked along the prom this morning I was thinking about the subject of solitude, when I spotted this man and his dog, away from everyone and everything. Now, that's solitude. |
This is Your Time by Jill Reidy
― HonorĂ© de Balzac
Thursday, 8 November 2018
There’s Something About a Park
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Broomfield Park circa 1988 |
Stanley Park |
Thursday, 17 October 2013
Paper
It seems that all your life you wanted windows and open vistas. You wanted to visit every country, talk every language, kiss every frog. But saturation comes hard on the heels of the flood.
Eventually, you draw the curtains.
Two hundred television channels scream obscenities, distract with a vacuity you crave. Somewhere, you insist, somewhere amongst the self-assured voices exists a nugget of existential enlightenment. An answer and a question.
Eventually, you flip the switch.
In the dark, LEDs flicker. Something is waiting, the blinking lights tell you, someone has spoken. And you reach for a button and you answer and then you wait.
Eventually, you pause.
There's a sound beneath the gnashing, tapping, humming, screeching, sighing web. It's a whisper, like flesh on paper. It's the sound of breath held. It's fingernails nibbled and hot drinks quietly sipped. It's a biscuit flopping into a mug and the Taoist indifference to its loss.
Eventually, you return to the page.
And the page welcomes you home, prodigal child, as if you'd never been away.
Thursday, 22 November 2012
Emily Davison and the king's horse
Picture a girl. She's in her teens. Every day brings a fresh horror of chemical storms. Five days each week she travels to her battleground. The law enforces this.
Every way the girl turns she sees missiles cruising, not aimed at her specifically but often they hit home.
Propaganda is just as dangerous. Ideas repeated over and over would trap her in a tiny cage. All it takes is for her to stop fighting, to stop eating and shorten her skirt, smile and keep her mouth shut.
But this girl is a soldier, trained by me since the day she was born to fight. Every day she wakes to the sound of those missiles and I make her breakfast while we talk tactics. In the evenings we tackle the propaganda while disseminating the day's battle.
There will be no peace. Not in my lifetime. Perhaps, if she fights well, she will find some for herself.
My daughter is a soldier. She is my pride and joy.