Escape To Reality!

A trip to Blackpool has long been a form of escapism for many: a family holiday by the sea where the sun always shines; a wild week-end where, if you can remember what you did, then you weren't having a good enough time; a drive through the illuminations as the next best thing to finding Neverland; a Saturday trek up the motorways of England to see the mighty Seasiders in their pomp at Bloomfield Road. I've done all of the above, that latter one regularly for many seasons.

But what if you live in Blackpool, as many of us - including myself now - actually do? Have we escaped to reality in some convoluted way? [Pend that thought.]

Perversely, I'm not actually in Blackpool as I write this, being down in London for this afternoon's game at Charlton. So time is of the essence and - brevity being the soul of wit - today's blog must by definition be both soulful and witty! [LOL]

Blackpool Illuminated - South Promenade

Fittingly, the poem is brief, too! Actually, I'd rather think of it as succinct. It flares, reaches escape velocity and is gone. I dashed it off a couple of months ago in honour of the afore-mentioned illuminations, for which Blackpool is rightly famous, but I think it fits the week's theme...

Blaze!

Brilliant bulbs burn bold, burn bright,

Luminous lovers hug this humming night,

Accelerating at the speed of light in

Zoetropes of zany ebullient bliss –

Event horizons quickened with a kiss!

Thanks for reading. Have a good week. Come on you Seasiders - we need the points! S ;-)

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Escapism

We all need it in some form or other. Escapism. The ability to remove oneself from reality, if only for a short while, whether to re-charge ones batteries or try to block something out. But it's a sad thing really that anyone has need to do it don't you think?

Personally, I love a good book to immerse myself in, listening to my favourite music, or even better still, create my own little world through writing poetry. I tried story writing, but after one page I lost the thread and didn't know where else to go with it. So however poor I am at poetry, I decided to stick with that instead. These days though, the only poems I write tend to be for this blog or the open mic nights, so I'm not quite as prolific as I once was. Anyway, something is usually better than nothing, so it'll have to do.

My offering this week puzzled me though. As I was composing it, I had a tune rattling around in my head simultaneously, which has resulted in a more lyrical style that I don't normally write in. But hey-ho, I went with the flow. ;-) I am also struggling to think of a title for it, so any suggestions would be welcome in the comments box below.



I dream,
I write,
In vivid colour
or black and white,
reality fading,
knowing no bounds,
melting away.

Each strike 
of a key,
every word
my pen frees,
creates new worlds,
fresh life,
a brand new day.

Imagination
my playground,
a blank canvas,
eager background,
just waiting 
for the beginning,
that first spark.

Bringing joy,
and happiness,
away from real life -
what a mess!
my escape,
my sanctuary,
my light from dark!


Thanks for reading my waffle. ;-) x

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Comfort and Joy?

No doubt about it – Christmas starts earlier each year. No, not that one – not unsleeping capitalism’s brazen attempts to part us from our festive cash as early as August – I mean real Christmas, the one people create for themselves in their own homes. Mid-December used to be the signal for trees aloft, lights ablazing. In recent years this has defaulted to 1^st December as the first decent time to decorate the house. This year it seemed as if people couldn’t wait that long to dispel the uncertainty, misery, anxiety of life that is the lot of so many and sparkly trees were quite commonplace as you walked the streets in mid-November.

It’s a very sad form of escapism, I think.  When reality is so cruel and awful, it’s very tempting to displace it by anticipating the brief (usually) interlude of Christmas. It’s a time when people are kinder to each other, smile more, seem a little more tolerant. Who wouldn’t want more of that and for a longer period? But, as it is such a special time, is there not a danger of dissipating its enjoyment and attraction by artificially prolonging it? The nature of escapism is that it provides a short-term escape from an unpalatable reality – but return to reality is inevitable. It might be better to fight to change the reality, rather than decking the halls with boughs of holly in November.

Apropos of nothing, really, here’s a piece I wrote about my childhood Christmases. On reflection, it is relevant as an instance of escapism.

The Most Magical Day of the Year

Every day of every year was the same, in hindsight. We were a poor family, like everyone we knew. There were no incidental treats at all, ever. There was hand to mouth living, waiting for payday, every week, every month, every year.

Except one day. Christmas Day.

With the considerable assistance of Provident checks, which had to be repaid over the whole of the following year, my parents somehow managed to transform our lives completely and utterly for one day of magic. I can never forget the excitement and anticipation of the run up to Christmas, which reached a crescendo on Christmas Eve. The kitchen, always full of good, tasty (but cheap) food to sustain the six of us, was groaning under the weight of the feast to come. Exciting things like mince pies had been appearing for a few days; tangerines tantalized; the smell of Christmas cakes in the oven for hours gave a hint of the glories to come; a huge turkey was resting in the larder; the clove-scented aroma of bread pudding pervaded the air; tins of sweets, Cheese Footballs and Twiglets were hidden away, to make a glorious appearance on Christmas morning; a bottle of Harveys Bristol Cream stood proudly in the larder, ready for the festivities to begin.

We four children were despatched to bed as soon as possible, for my poor exhausted parents to make the colossal preparations for the next day. Sleep was practically impossible because of the excited frenzy and was short-lived when it came. Whoever woke first edged nervously to the foot of their bed to check if He Had Been. Of course he had! Word travelled fast round our bedrooms and soon we were all up, my poor parents, who had only just gone to bed, swept along by an unstoppable tide of excitement.

Down we all went, dragging our bulging pillowcases behind us. The turkey had been left in the oven to cook overnight. The coal fire, the only source of heat in the entire house, had been banked up so that no-one had to light it on Christmas morning. And the living room soon was literally covered with wrapping paper as we ripped the covers off present after present after present. It is no exaggeration to say that we each received every single thing that we wanted, having carefully crafted long letters for Father Christmas in November, based on completely self-indulgent wish-lists. And for one day of the year, my parents were spared the misery of the hand to mouth existence they endured every other day as they basked in the delight they had created for their children.

I’ll never forget those Christmases. I can still see that room, filled with the sheer warmth and happiness of six people, enjoying together a piece of magic in their lives.

It didn’t even end the fateful year when I found out for myself that there was no Father Christmas. I was eleven and when I woke up to detect with blinking eyes the ethereal spectre of a bike at the foot of my bed, glittering in the darkness, I reasoned that Father Christmas couldn’t possibly have got down the chimney with that. Rationality triumphed over magic. I never told the others though.

Thank you for reading,

Sheilagh

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