written and posted by members of Lancashire Dead Good Poets' Society

Showing posts with label loss. Show all posts
Showing posts with label loss. Show all posts

Wednesday, 7 December 2022

Flood

I remember the old black Morris that struggled up hills and how my dad used to switch off the engine to let it roll silently down again (to save petrol) and the particular struggle he had getting over Shap Fell.

One year on our way to visit relatives we diverted from calling on my mother’s cousins and ended up in a dusty triangular shaped building. We walked from one end to the other, nothing much to see I thought and forgot about it. Years later I realised this was the dam that had been built to drown the valley and village of Mardale Green in Cumbria to provide a reservoir for the burgeoning city of Manchester and my appetite grew to discover more.

Mardale
The countryside here is remote and it doesn’t take much romancing to think of the idyll of mountains, waters and green pastures, it must have been entrancing a valley enclosed on three sides without traffic except the odd bicycle and car and only the sound of sheep calling, birdsong, and the school/ church bell tinkling among the greensward, but as in all good tales this wasn’t to last.

Manchester was left out on a limb after Liverpool turned to North Wales, another source was needed and Mancunian eyes turned to Haweswater, the highest and remotest lake in the Lake District. In 1919 Manchester Corporation secured the Haweswater Act which gave the go-ahead for the creation of a new reservoir from the lake and large catchment area. It was agreed that the lake be increased from 2 1/2 to 4 miles long, the water level to 96 feet. Sir Edward Holt stating: “ In my opinion Haweswater is presently very much over-rated. It will be more beautiful in years to come.”

As a huge amount of “manpower” was needed, a village of small bungalows was to be built on the fellside at the entrance to the valley, called Burnbanks. Work on building the dam began in 1930, was postponed because of lack of finance and recommenced in 1934.

construction of the dam
Some of the workers left to join the forces when war broke out, but building continued and was completed in 1942. So the valley became a lake with the old road submerged, the farms, church, the Dun Bull Hotel blown up by the Territorials and only the school survived, being dismantled and rebuilt near Burnbanks. Several thousand people gathered for the last church service with loudspeakers fastened to the church tower. The Bishop of Carlisle stressed he didn’t weep for Mardale as sacrifices had to be made to help the urban populations, the stones of the building to be used for the draw-off tower and the graves had all been relocated.

Just think of the mixed feelings, the intense sorrow of the small community the loss of everything they had ever known, being without choice, knowing their homes were wiped out never to be revisited but maybe, just maybe a few people who are seeing new beginnings, new prospects before them.

Today, it still feels cut off from the rest of the lakes but it is known for the only Golden Eagles in the country. It is still a wonderful setting tinged with mystery which a cohort of the faithful visit after a particularly dry season when magically those low stone walls, remnants of field and track and bridge appear and can be walked on as though there is no permanence to their drowning.

Haweswater
I couldn’t find a poem about Haweswater or Mardale so opted for poem XL from Housman’s 'A Shropshire Lad ':

Blue Remembered Hills

Into my heart an air that kills
From yon far country blows:
What are those blue-remembered hills,
What spires, what farms are those?

That is the land of lost content,
I see it shining plain,
The happy highways where I went
And cannot come again.

Thanks for reading, 
Cynthia.

Friday, 12 March 2021

It's a Small World

This week's theme is 'miniatures'. Obviously young children are enthralled by small figures, animals, vehicles etc that they can hold in their hands, move about into different positions, enact with, talk to and generally enjoy.

When my son was very young I made a play mat from a sheet... there was a railway track went round the centre for his clockwork train, roads led out with crossings and junctions. On one corner was a farm with space for 'Lego' buildings, fields for animals, a farmyard with tractors. The opposite corner had a zoo for all his 'wild' animals and a duck pond in the centre... to this day I am not sure who got the greatest pleasure from playing with this ! For I was transported back to the doll's house I had as a child. It seems that adults are drawn to a  miniature world, as many women have a doll's house that they decorate, furnish and tend to. I would be tempted to have one, if I had the room! Men too can enjoy model making, collecting model cars, flying model planes, wargaming and the like. So it seems that it it might be good for the soul to interact in some way with a miniature world. 

As my son grew older he was enthralled by 'Star Wars' and collected the charterers and craft from the films. He also did wargaming... which I must admit was beyond me!

So it is that the 'small' world is captivating. Why! Small figures accompanied the dead on their way in many ancient cultures. 

My piece for today is about the doll's house I was given by a friend of my father. He had made the house and the furniture inside. It was, thinking back, in a 1940's style... I loved playing with it, making curtains, bedspreads, rugs etc  and was rather upset when my mother decided it was time for it to go to a family with 3 girls... I wonder what became of it ?


Doll's House

Look through the window-
An eternal fire is burning in the grate.

The furniture is 1940's style -
Handmade.
The dog on the rug is silent and never moves,
A baby in the cot doesn't grow!
Mother is in the kitchen, leaning against the wall-
She has to , else she'd fall!

Look at the garden!
Climbing roses painted on the porch-
A small tree in a pot-
Plastic.
Table and chairs set out on painted grass
Nothing ever needs pruned!
Father is by the driveway, lying down-
He has to, he'd fall down!

Open the house front -
Yes! the whole front swings open,
Making it much easier for me
To play.
I move mother to the bedroom to sleep-
Father is laid beside her, inert.
The two don't love- never love!
How come a baby in a cot ?

Close the door, dim the light
On that cosy miniature home of mine-
Built by my father's friend -
Gone now.
Given to others to enjoy.
Do they look in the window and wonder,
Move the figures with in their home?
I wish I had it still...


Thank you for reading , Kath

Tuesday, 15 December 2015

In the Frame

" In the frame" -- a photographic/ cinematic term ? Or  meaning being a suspect ? Or being popular ?  I'm not sure which ..   Anyway I am going to use the former idea today.

When my husband died suddenly I took to framing lots of pictures of him. Photos of him as a youth, in the army, footballing, on a motorbike, fishing , dancing etc. I placed these in strategic places around the house and would refer to them for advice, for a chat...to look at things. Daft really. I thought that I could talk with him ---or to him, that he would see things that I could see. Each night as I put out the bedroom light I'd say goodnight to the three pictures of him hanging on the opposite wall. When in the lounge I'd ask ' him ' if he was enjoying a particular TV programme. On the shelf above the computer desk he sat looking down over me...like a protector. He really was " in the frame". Many of the photos had been taken years before we had even met, but I carefully restored them and framed them. Trying somehow to capture the essence of him. It didn't really work. After about 18 months of mourning , grieving and heartbreak I had to remove the pictures for my own wellbeing. I put those and the photo albums in the attic, just retaining one photo on the shelf in the spare room . framed along with a photo of his cats. He is gone but will never be forgotten for I carry his image in my mind and in my heart. Securely framed.


Goodnight

Goodnight my dear heart
I wish you were here
To hold me and love me
And keep me so near.

Goodnight my loved one
Wherever you are,
And hurry home to me
Back from afar.

Goodnight my darling
'Til we never more part
And we can be together
Heartbeat to heart.

Goodnight my precious
For one day I'll say,
"Good morning my darling,
It's now break of day. "

Kath Curtiss