written and posted by members of Lancashire Dead Good Poets' Society

Showing posts with label chance. Show all posts
Showing posts with label chance. Show all posts

Saturday, 22 August 2020

Let The Die Be Cast

The fateful phrase "the die has been cast" (alea iacta est in Latin) is attributed to Julius Caesar as he prepared to cross the Rubicon and advance into Italy with his invading army in 49 BC, set on civil war against Pompey. Being a learned man and an admirer of Greek literature, what he actually said in Greek (which he spoke fluently) was   "Ἀνερρίφθω κύβος" (anerriphtho kybos), meaning "let the die be cast" - which would have had a colloquial meaning in Greek of let the game begin and which actually derived from a play by the Greek playwright Menander (341-290 BC) of whose works Caesar was particularly fond.

The difference is a subtle one, perhaps, the Greek phrase suggesting gamely that everything is to play for, whereas the cast of the Latin version is more fatalistic with a hint of predestination.

All stem anyway from the ancient game of dicing, a metaphor itself for the role of chance or randomness in our lives and destinies, where the tumbling roll of the dice (plural, die in the singular) is used to determine an outcome, a winner, a loser, one chance in however many sides of the die or dice there are: 6, 12, 18. 24, 30 et cetera.

Anyway, you know all that and I'm not going to burden you with a long blog on this rather wet and miserable August Saturday night. Instead we'll cut right to the poem, which I think fits the theme because it commemorates a somewhat fateful and random event. It's another in my occasional series of poems about Blackpool. This one is part history, the other part possibly being urban myth.

There was a strong and widespread rumour that Adolf Hitler had a soft spot for Blackpool and intended to make it a rest-and-relaxation resort for the Nazi top brass once Germany had won the war. Consequently (as the legend goes) he ordered that Blackpool should be spared in the blitzkrieg he planned for British towns and cities in 1940.

Nevertheless, some incendiary bombs and a few high explosives were dropped in the Blackpool and Fylde area, resulting in 11 people being killed and 13 houses destroyed, statistics which pale into insignificance when compared to the devastation meted out to Manchester and Liverpool in the north, to Birmingham and Coventry in the midlands and of course to London,


The most deadly event, and one of only three direct hits on the town of Blackpool itself, came on the night of 11th September 1940. Walter Dutton, lift man at Blackpool tower, witnessed a single German aircraft breaking ranks and swooping to drop a 500lb high-explosive bomb onto Seed Street, near Blackpool North station. Eight of the eleven people killed and all but one of the houses destroyed in the statistics I quoted above were accounted for by that lone rogue strike. Here is the poem as it emerged dusty from the imaginarium.

The Seed Street Bombing
Don't hit Blackpool! Thus spake The Fuhrer
to his air commandant, an emphatic injunction
from the man with a plan in the summer of 1940.

In his vision, our golden sands were destined to be
a favoured playground for German High Command,
with swastikas fluttering in the bracing sea breeze.

I was only a lad then, when Jerries' death hornets
came winging in deadly waves, night on night,
to soften us up quickly for invasion or surrender

by bombing holy shit out of cities like Liverpool.
I had a compunction to sneak out and watch
the Dorniers and Heinkels overfly in formation,

unrelenting hundreds, high up by the moon.
They used our tower to help point the way.
Their bombs turned the sky red over the Mersey

till you could hear dull thunder on the wind.
Everyone on Seed Street said Fuck Hitler,
we're a proud nation, we'll never bloody give in.

Of course I was worried. I didn't know about
the Luftwaffe's orders to pass Blackpool by,
to leave us unscathed in the push for victory.

I was only a lad. Don't hit Blackpool! I prayed,
and yet some bastard did just that! One rogue pilot,
one 500-pounder and my home and family were gone

in the instant of that single destructive act of war;
yet we who lived to mourn the eight who died
on the night of the Seed Street bombing can find

no comfort in the cock-up theory of history that says
it was all a mistake. Those who remember now are few.
There's no plaque, there's not even a Seed Street anymore.*

*For those of you who are interested, the town centre Sainsbury's supermarket stands on the site where Seed Street used to be. The only reminder that's left is the small car-park between Sainsbury's and the Ramsden Arms, which is still called Seed Street car-park. 

Since I first posted this blog, David Wall has kindly sent photographic evidence of the aftermath of the Seed Street bombing, which I have added below.


If anyone has further anecdotal reports of this incident or the bombs which landed in Leopold Grove or Lindale Gardens, I'd be happy to hear from you.

Thanks for reading. Keep on rolling, S ;-)

Sunday, 26 March 2017

Turn of Events - Changing the Course of a Life

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My Dad at about the time he became a Bevin Boy


I've written before about how I believe in fate - or chance - whatever you want to call it, so this week's blog was right up my street.  There have been numerous times in my life when one event has set off a chain of others.  I love the way this can happen.  As in the film, Sliding Doors, I'm always aware that one decision can send things flying in a different direction. In my case, there has usually been a happy ending. 

This morning, pondering on what to write for this post, I spoke to my dad about an incident he'd told me about in his earlier life.  I was thinking I might include it in the post.  As we talked, I was impressed with his memory of events, the details that had obviously stuck in his mind.  In passing, he told me he'd once written it all down and if he could find it he'd send it to me. 

Half an hour later (after a few blips and phone calls) an email appeared in my inbox. My intention was to include some of the story in my post, but having read it, and been transported back to the 1940s, I took the unprecedented decision to include the piece in its entirety.  It was written in 2011, and the only amendments are that he has now been married sixty eight years and has eight great grandchildren, and two step great grandchildren. 

So here, without further ado is dad's account of a Turn of Events that began in 1943. (With apologies for quality and different sizes - they were sent as PNG files and try as I might, I can't get the images of the pages the same size)





The Reason I am Here by Jill Reidy 

Who would have thought
That a loose shoe lace 
Could have caused such a turn of events?
The serendipity of a random digit 
The lace undone
That decision
To stop and tie 
While others overtook 
And sealed their own inevitable fate 
Is the reason I am here 

Once a pacifist
That eager boy 
Dreaming of the fight
To save his country
Initial disappointment 
A small price to pay 
For seventy more years
A wife and family
And a life well lived

Scarred knees 
The only reminders 
Of a lace untied 
The decision
The lucky pause
That changed the course 
Of a young man's life 

And the reason I am here


Thanks for reading      Jill



Sunday, 12 February 2017

If Only I'd Known

14:51:00 Posted by Jill Reidy Red Snapper Photography , , , , , , , 1 comment
'If only I'd known.....'

It sounds so poignant, so full of longing and regrets.  And yet I think life should be lived with as few regrets as possible. After all, every experience, good or bad, makes us what we are.  Would we have done things differently if 'we'd known'? Maybe we do regret choices we've made, but then it's up to us to learn from those mistakes.  They're all part of life's rich tapestry. 

I'm not into religion or psychic phenomena or paranormal practices, but I've always been a big believer in fate, in terms of how one event might be the catalyst for a further string of happenings.

If only I'd known….
……when I hid round the back of that building to avoid a first date with a new boyfriend, that he would wander round that way, without thinking, link my arm and lead me, smiling and chatting, into the coffee bar - and still be by my side forty five years later, would I have done anything differently? Would I have hidden more carefully? Covered my tracks? Unlinked my arm? It's unthinkable now that our lives might have veered off in different directions.  I didn't know, but now I do.

We made it....


If only I'd known….
….last year, that using Dave's car to nip to Cleveleys and pick up a few bits for our weekend away would result in a severely broken arm and two operations (for him), a missed wedding and a cancelled holiday.  Would I have been more organised and had everything ready, so no last minute trip was necessary? Would I have left the car and jumped on a tram? Would I have warned him not to hang a carrier bag from the handlebars of his bike? If only I'd known.....but I didn't. The experience was tough but we got through it and I'd like to think it made us both stronger.

If only I'd known….
…..when we booked our joint 60th birthdays celebration trip to Cuba that the husband was about to injure himself skiing, Cuba would be postponed, and having left insurance till the last minute we wouldn't get a penny back. If only I'd known......but I didn't. We went later in the year and met some lovely people, I took some interesting pictures and that led to my first exhibition.  My first exhibition led to meeting more lovely people, gaining in confidence, becoming part of the Blackpool creative set, getting commissions and starting a new career at the grand old age of sixty.  Things really do happen for a reason.  Or is it that we make the reasons after the event?

If only I'd known.......
…..when I thought I had food poisoning that I was actually in labour, and only an hour from giving birth; that there is always light at the end of the tunnel, however distant it seems; that sometimes being good enough is all that's needed; that my babies wouldn't always be tiny and cute; that teenagers grow into adults; and that, even if they don't tell you so often, your children do still love you; that dieting for fifty years wouldn't make me thinner, just hungry and miserable; that people are unreliable; that things aren't always black or white; that failure is as important as success; that marriage isn’t always easy, but it sure is worth battling on; and that family, friends and, above all, love are all that matter.

But I did know that, yes, I really did know that.




If only I'd known by Jill Reidy

That dress did nothing for me
My hair was so brash
The shoes far too high
The rum and coke was a bad idea
He was as nervous as I was
He wasn't worth it
He didn't love me
My tears would eventually dry
My dad was right
In the grand scheme of things
None of it
None of it
Not one little bit of it

Mattered at all

Thanks for reading         Jill